miseries know no boundaries...

what has happen to the society?

2007-04-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

just what has the society become to?just now a old man aboard the bus and as usual he cant stand well so he need a seat but the bus was full.guess what, another old lady gave her seat to him instead of all those youngsters siting there dreaming.school always invite people to talk about basic manners and did we ever listen to it? reflect on it?the society had change from bad to worst and we teenager are the main cause of it.will u felt ashame if u saw that scene just now?

forget about it. now i just have a feeling that the girls are getting more complicated,u never know when u offended them and worst they will act as if nothing has happen and theres nothing u can do.the feeling is bad real bad haizzzz.people always say"i dont look at the appearance but the personality...." hahahaha in the current society u can find many people saying this sentence but do they really mean it? honestly i myself also do look for appearance then personality.

other than that u will often see situation like this in school " john, i give u my apple"then john reply" Ali, i give you my pear." then they will be happily hugging each other shouting" we will be gd friends forever !!!!!"they said that they will be gd friends forever but do they mean it? who knows, they might just turn against each other and stab each other at the back. haizzzzzzz

chinese new year

2007-02-16T03:00:00.000-08:00

chinese new year coming but i am not a least bit anticipating.main problem is i dont have a internet access. I MISS DOTA. I MISS ISLAND DEFENSE. I MISS ALOT OF THINGS.

this part is for all my primary school friends:dont bother to go find out who i like, go do some thing more constructive.dont waste all your precious time on finding the answer.ok if you all insist on finding i cant stop you all.ok la actually quite easy to find la because alot of people know who i like, even she herself know.so should be easy to find the answer.

here some very weird thoughts that came into my mind today:boys and girls are basically cagetorise into two group. the first group is those handsome handsome pretty pretty kind,no need to go chase people 1.people will come chasing them.then the second kind is those not so good looking kind,poor poor thing.they are the ones going around chasing people,because no one will chase them.haizzz so poor thing.alot of my friends fall into the first cagetory including HER.then i am the only 1 that fall into the second cagetory.haizzzz hahahahahhahahaha.

some thorough thinkings

2007-02-11T03:52:00.000-08:00

today, went to malaysia with my family. then stay in car nothing to do, then started to think of some weird weird questions which only abnormal people like me will think of.

what is the point of living in this world?enjoy?or suffer? for the sake of others? or others for the sake of us?

what is the ultimate goal of all people? money?results?friends?relationship?or some other crucial things that you must have in your life?

damn weird sia as there is no right or wrong answer, it is up to you to decide. which lead me to 1 last weird question.

has god pave the path for us? or we are the ones paving the path towards each of our own individuals future?

god unlock the door for us? or we are the ones holding on to the keys to our future?

it is really funny that why would i think of such weird and profound questions. i myself also dont know why sia.so can some kind-hearted soul come and 'enlighten' me? hahahahahahaahahah so funny sia. HA WHAT HA SIAO AH

wat should i do?

2007-02-04T02:33:00.001-08:00

i confessed to her.now she decided to give me a chance to prove myself that i am not 'playing' her.however,i dont want her to give me the chance,because i dont want to get involved in these type of things at this stage of my life.i told her that i like her is just to let her know my feelings towards her and nothing else.i didnt expect her to give me the chance, i just want the both of us to be normal friends again.so i decided to end this matter once and for all,i SMSed her and explain to her about how i feel about the matter. and then she reply that i am treating them like fools but she was not angry.i was depressed.the reason i didnt prove myself is because my family will sure object against it and as i mentioned earlier i dont want to get involved.anw she already like another boy, all the more i should stop this as continuing it will only cause both of us to end up being hurt.and i am not 'playing' her, why would i play with this type of things.

now i am totally confused, i dont know where all my thoughts are heading to.because of my recklessness i lost a good friend.now i dont know whether to let this matter die down,or buy a present to apologies to her and see if the situation can still be save.

if you ever see this, i know it is impossible that you will forgive me but i still want to apologies to you

　　　我不希望你原谅我，我只想对你说“对不起”

fine fine fine

2007-02-03T00:36:00.000-08:00

i now announce that those who know the owner of this blog go ahead and condemn him

i want to be hated, i want to be a bad guy.

it is very hard to be a good guy,i dont care how the others look at me.i do what i want,i dont care

　 一失足成千古恨。

wat luck i have today

2007-01-28T23:49:00.000-08:00

today suay like hell.morning my bro drove me to school then lang ga another car.they argued,i just went in to the school as i cant help much.ok i thought this will be the end but malay lesson something bad just happened.teacher never come then the so call relief teacher come in.she just talk to us all sort of principles and we didnt pay her a least bit respect lol.then shinyi take her hp out to check something then the teacher saw and confiscated it.ok then we all just keep scolding.the teacher go other side to confiscate another handphone then nicholas go take shinyi hp and all the girls pass around.aiya so long la the story.then superman come and they confessed. then he scold them,then i keep scolding him because she also involved.all sorts of vulgarities keep coming out from my mouth.too long la dont want to say already.luckily nicholas no need to cane just need to call parents.then everything went as normal.
damn sian la today, nan hua school hours so long ,lesson so sleepy.

GOD PLZ TELL ME WHY

2007-01-25T23:15:00.000-08:00

it took me a full 1 whole year to forget her and i thought everything will be over.but you came in and i was totally fond of you, your smile, your features,your actions is just so..... so...... attractive so...... unresistable.now i just cant get you off my mind, the sight of your wonderful smile just keep appearing in my mind,i cant get rid of it.i thought playing computer will temporary put you off my mind but it didnt go as i expected.worst, i cant even concentrate on my gaming,i just keep losing i dont know why. MAN!!!!! my mind just keep showing the picture of you.it is like my mind and i is two separate things , i cant control it.
you are just so different from her. you are much more friendly, much more gentle......... just so different, i cant describe it. i felt so happy whenever you talk to me, or smile to me.my mood dampen when i saw you cried today,i dont know why.i was anxious when you didnt reply my sms, afraid that something might happen to you and thoughts just keep coming i cant stop it. but 14 years old is too young for BG relationship.how i wish i can grow up instantly and i will drive her home everyday.but i dont expect her to like me,i wont interfer with her matters,wont invade her privacy ....... thats the problem when you like a person, you just hope that she will be happy everyday and wont mind even if she doesnt like you, it just doesnt matter.
why is it that i just manage to forget 1 and another 1 came, stealing my soul and mind from me again. why god have to create human with emotions????? why god have to create this thing call love???? why god always like to prunk me????? why????
(sister if you see this, dont worry i wont neglect my studies)

damn F!@# up

2007-01-10T02:06:00.000-08:00

i am DAMN F!@#$ UP by the singtel connection.
DAMN F@#$ UP
DAMN F!@# UP
DAMN F!@# UP
DAMN F!@# UP
DAMN F!@# UP
DAMN F!@# UP
THERE'S ALL !!!!!!!!!!

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2006-12-14T06:32:00.000-08:00

it has been a long time since i post. posting very troublesome so didnt bother to do it the past few weeks.haizzzz time really fly ,school is starting soon haizzzz i just love slacking at home school is so sian .when school start i have give the letter to both MR pei and miss yeo and explain to them all those medical reason. haizzzz so sian sia seeing miss yeo face jus make me forget wat i am going to say .nvm i will endure and tell her that i MUST change my cca to library library roxs.air-con ,plenty of books most important of all slacking.forget about all these boring things . nothing to post liao because i spend almost half my holidays in front of the computer .damn boring to explain but fun to play.bye bye wish everyone a early merry christmas

damn sian!!!damn confused!!!damn frustrated!!!!

2006-11-19T05:34:00.000-08:00

today yu hao called me and wanted me to pass down the ncc relay that there is ncc training tomorrow from 8am to 1pm.i hate it when it is during holidays and have to return to school .man!!!! it is really damn @!!#$#%!^^&.And so after some consideration and discussion with my family they all agreed that i dont go as i am going for a checkup on my leg on tuesday so best to keep my leg in its best condition.WORST of all the day after my checkup is my NCC CAMP.i just wonder if the doctor will give me a letter or watsoever to excuse me from ncc and change a cca.honestly i just dont like to go bck to school during holidays so i really hope that my visit to the doctor will be a trip that is really worth going if not i would rather stay at home and rot and wait for the arrival of my damn ncc camp.i am really confused whether to go for tomoorow's training but mostly i will not appear as many also didnt go .haizzzzzz damn sian !!!!! damn frustrated!!!!!! damn @#$$#^&8!!!!! just feel like saying out all those forbidden words!!!!!

nothing to post

2006-11-16T02:17:00.000-08:00

sian , i am really sick of staying at home so decided to go jogging everyday to prepare for the coming NCC camp.but that will only start tomorrow so today damn sian stay at home play com and PS.Wanted to play basketball with friends but dont have their phone number damn sian.however my sis help me to find my favourite song de midi file and can listen to it every time i visit my blog yay. At home damn sian!!!!!!!haizzzzzzzzzz . damn sian !!!!damn sian!!!! damn sian!!!! damn sian!!!!

2006-11-11T07:08:00.000-08:00

there is a primary school boy who like a girl in his class.girl know boy like her but girl like another boy so boy very sad. boy can only relieve the sadness by chatting, playing and laughing with his bestfriend and so one year past.PSLE result release and boy and girl went to different school.after much consideration boy know he will stand no chance as he is not worthy of her and so boy gave up. althought boy gave up but boy still cannot forget girl and so boy dont know what to do.boy felt very depressed and confused. THIS IS JUST A LOUSY STORY DONT BOTHER READING AND THINK WHO THE HELL IS THE BOY

yay i finally recovered

2006-11-07T05:21:00.000-08:00

yay i finally recover from my fever and watsoever.But throat still have some infection.sian!!!!! eat food also pain sia so sian just feel like tearing my throat apart and die.stay at home everyday play dota from day to night dont ever know wat character to use liao.i wanted to go out with my friends but the place is too far away so confirm cannot go haizzzzz.then my former class chalet dont know whether want to go a not.i wanted to go and have fun with all my friends but then also so far way sian. i just wishs that i have a driving license and a car and i can go where ever i want with my friend but that is just a wish , i still have to face reality haizzzz.i know my post very boring so bye bye liao.

so sad dio fever

2006-11-03T00:53:00.000-08:00

wah really is sian tao lao sai. i have fever during my holidays, so tired want to play com also cannot.bad things come when you least expected it. i am fit and healthy during school days but when it come to holidays i always fall sick i dont know why. someone tell me why???? it doesnt matter if you are a malay, chinese, indian or watsoever.sian fever cannot think much and write much so bye bye

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2006-10-31T03:26:00.000-08:00

today i went to orchard road again with my mum and sis.we went to takashimaya first to buy a few shorts at Giordano.Then we went to wheelock place to take my repaired phone.Guess who i met there???? B Lim!!!!!!! she seem to have some problems with her hp but who cares about her,holidays had started and she is just another stranger i met in public today.Then we went home and have steamboat as dinner. Theres all bye bye .haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz tomorrow need to go back to school . SIAN TAO LAO SAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

holidays.........haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-10-30T03:35:00.000-08:00

today stay at home nothing to do and i feel like going to school. i am so weird, i wanted holidays when studying but when holidays come i feel like going to school.haizzzzzzzz.At home sian tao lao sai, going out also sian tao lao sai how??????? can anyone tell me what to do ?????? just any one it doesnt matter if you are a chinese, malay or indian.

holidays really is lame shit

2006-10-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

today nothing special happened.so nothing to say liao bye bye

sian tao lao sai

2006-10-27T04:07:00.000-07:00

today go to takashimaya with family. hp spoil so go repair haizzzzzzz sian tao lao sai, need to wait two days as they have to bring the phone to go service. so have to go on without hp for two or more days haizzzzzzz. after that go to buy my storybook and follow my mum around. sianzzzz. then my sis come and fetch us home. i want to play my com but have to seek permission from parents because my results kena sai. then no choice have to sit in front of tv and rot. haizzzz holidays really is sian tao lao sai

1st posting...

2006-10-27T02:30:00.000-07:00

i live my life....lame shit...=p