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Sunday, February 04, 2007

wat should i do?

i confessed to her.now she decided to give me a chance to prove myself that i am not 'playing' her.however,i dont want her to give me the chance,because i dont want to get involved in these type of things at this stage of my life.i told her that i like her is just to let her know my feelings towards her and nothing else.i didnt expect her to give me the chance, i just want the both of us to be normal friends again.so i decided to end this matter once and for all,i SMSed her and explain to her about how i feel about the matter. and then she reply that i am treating them like fools but she was not angry.i was depressed.the reason i didnt prove myself is because my family will sure object against it and as i mentioned earlier i dont want to get involved.anw she already like another boy, all the more i should stop this as continuing it will only cause both of us to end up being hurt.and i am not 'playing' her, why would i play with this type of things.

now i am totally confused, i dont know where all my thoughts are heading to.because of my recklessness i lost a good friend.now i dont know whether to let this matter die down,or buy a present to apologies to her and see if the situation can still be save.

if you ever see this, i know it is impossible that you will forgive me but i still want to apologies to you

　　　我不希望你原谅我，我只想对你说“对不起”

i'm a sinner | 2:33 AM